Hey it's been awhile has it?

I came here to maybe to throw down some thoughts I had in terms of me doing artwork. Nothing has changed, and my dream is still near and dear in my heart. I guess I'm fighting with myself to make pretty illustrations but also keeping a cartoony bounce with them. It's kinda hard because I know my artistic voice matters but I guess the root of it is comparing myself to others my age.

I know I can do better which is the reason I continue to experiment with stuff though none of it comes out to what I like. It's this constant push and pull of wanting to be myself in art but also changing things because I feel like my stuff is too simple.

I still draw, and I study. Hell, I have so much motivation right now. Just picking up a pencil or pen right now sucks because in my mind I keep telling myself even after I finish something that I can do better. Anyways, I hope this doesn't come off vent-y or anything I'm just a lil frustrated with drawing. It shows since I haven't uploaded much of anything on my social media since I'm constantly second guessing.